A Second Look at Psalm 37:4.
How could I have had everything and not be full? How could I still want more when I already had more than I ever had?
At one point, after I had shared with Joseph my struggles about a certain someone and how I kept on trying to surrender him to the Lord, he strongly encouraged me to write about “how to not fall with feelings.”
I started to ask myself, Is that all it is about? To keep on wanting and waiting for something new, different, and more each time? To keep on wanting relief from each moment of life that has become humdrum? Will nothing ever be enough?
I was so convinced that I was ready for marriage, and I was asking the Lord why He was still not giving me a husband yet.